Does anyone else get awfully sick of looking "together" all the time?

I have no idea where it started, but it's been a problem for a really really long time now. Somewhere along the line I got it in my head that my outward appearance needed to always be perfect.

Just me? That's fine. I'll stand alone in Transparent-ville.

I read a lot of blogs. I have no idea why I haven't started writing one until now. Well, I guess I did a while back, but that was a wedding planning blog on a wedding website, and that doesn't really apply anymore (Woo! Married 3 months already!!)

Anywho, I joke that I'm going to write a book one day about the crazy transformation that was my Christian conversion. I got a lot to say, let me tell ya! A book seems slightly intimidating though, doesn't it?

Maybe we'll just start here and see what happens...